April 17th

I'm turning 21 in four days! Woohoo!
We have a trip to SeaQuest Aquarium planned!
My beautiful hubby bought me a beautiful cake that I admired at the store and now have no regrets (and neither does he, because I keep admiring it so) after buying it. It's just a small white cake, but with beautiful sprinkles rolled all over the sides, and apparently when you cut it up - it's rainbow on the inside! To top it all off, it's buttercream and vanilla! Some of my favorites!! Only trick - it expires the 18th, which isn't exactly my birthday... either save it or pre-mature it I suppose.
Also tonight we are going to a free improv class, and I am kind of nervous - but I have to try it out!

Been working on the musical and the campaign. Had Sylph over right before she went back to college. Had another friend from high school contact me. I set up an appointment with the leg/tendon/back doctor. We're currently deciding on whether or not Atlantean wants to do a Space Camp for his birthday. I need to learn how to drive the car! I wanted to plant beets like this entire month - but then it snowed.... The weather can't seem to make up it's mind. Also, we were at the pharmacy and I saw on the TV a bunch of different weathers sweeping the nations. What does that sound like to you? Huh?? The Second Coming! Crazy...

Sometimes it feels like I have so many dreams but so little time to fulfill them and I see people who have been chasing theres for years with little to no success. But the purpose is in the journey right? I have to try!! And why is everything in our kitchen basically sugar? We need to change that. Also I only have one song left to get written down on paper! It's the last one -Oh, Grandmother! I don't know if I already mentioned this, but I bought a ton of stuff for the play and I'm super excited for it to arrive. Also the lady across the way (who is also the mother of the guy teaching improv tonight) is leaving to a different job. She's so nice. Both I and my co-worker are sad she's leaving.

I dunno. Oh! My mom and I went shopping one day for stuff for the Cabin Room in their house which used to be my room, but I thought it couldn't be more fitting for a room to turn into something it's not when I leave it. Like a simulation kinda. It's a beautiful room.
Also shopping with my mom and Sylph (not together) was fun, because shopping with girls is so much different than with men (namely husbands) not that my husband doesn't like shopping, but they certainly have more of a "mosey and comment on everything" kind of outlook, and that to me is an enjoyable day out.

Also lately I've just been thinking how awesome I am. Maybe that's cocky. But I'm smart, pretty nice, seriously want to help others. I feel like I know what is important. Also, I can type wicked fast, don't like TV or really wasting time, feel a strong sense of duty and love things that are natural like the outdoors, vegetables, or even just lying around naked. TMI, I'm sure lol.

Oh! Speaking of naked (Ho boy) I watched a show called Commune which was a documentary on... well, a commune. I knew there would be nudity, "free love" agenda, etc. But I knew I needed to watch it for the feel and I was pretty happy I did. It was cool to see that this was done in history. I keep thinking how much I want a big house where multiple people can live and to see it in action was cool. Of course we'd change MULTIPLE standards, but I love the idea of a big communal family that works together and cares about their well-being because they are surrounded by each other. That sounds so pure and so wonderful.

I'm reading Curse of Strahd, it's a pre-made D&D campaign and I'm actually weirdly enjoying it. I wasn't terribly proud of my last episode. It was a lot of improvving and me attempting combat and I didn't like it. Live and learn I suppose. I'm also reading Clan of the Cave Bears by Jean Auel which I pretty much love and once spent an entire shift reading (that's about 5 hours people). And I'm reading Ayurveda for Dummies... kind of. We are watching a super cute/funny series called Gravity Falls. Also, we found  new member for our guild. He just lives so far away that he might need to sleep on our couch afterward! I like keeping in contact with friends :3

We finished our self-reliance course! Supposedly we're going to have a graduation party out on a boat!

I guess I sound like I'm hyper, but I'm mostly just trying not to ramble
I failed
~Nymph